the case of a bestie

why when i'm happy my life decides to crash and change from crappy to bullshyt...
u made me happy
u gave me passion to life
u where someone i couldn't change
u became my energy
i thought of u as a best friend that meant more
some how i lost that emotion of you and i think only sadness and confusion...
why trust if it leads for never ending tragedy...

bull

Suck in confusing place of wowness
But how weird is it that I can find my way out this maZe I usaully say I'm lost in unlost place yet not I'm unlost in a lost place and seem relativity place?
I want the answer without actually asking a question which in the long term my do nothing make things bad!!!
Bullshyt that wat life is actually dum shyt

in the dark

at nite i rest my eye to stare into the darkness...
lately u have been all i think of and all i see is ur smile...
yet as i lay there in my darkness i feel that pain of a broken heart...
you gave me a chance to feel and lost my mind to see that loving is a battle...
but the war is never really won...but the result of a damaged love
& the battle is you find out that the war was never worth the lost
bcuz what u lose isn't urself or respect it's the will to love & trusting that person that makes you shine
love=hurt time=waste and beauty= ur heart unbroken